So today N level results are out. I'm glad that ll my cousins who sat for N level pass with flying colours . All manage to enter secondary 5. One of them was even in the national top ten Hahaha, whatever it is, I'm verr proud of them.

It's been awhile since I hang out with Joanna. Ever since she lived very far away, it's really difficult to get in contact with her. So this Sunday, I've plan something nice just for us. beseides what's bestfriend without shoving time off for them!Furthermore, someone's birthday is coming~ Plus, there's a lot of things that I've kept to myself. this time, im gonna let it all out to joanna. hahahah. Love. better not say any "bitch" word! hahahahah!

On another contrary, Sunday is going to be bizarre with all the stuffs and outings and everything going on all on the same day. I reallly need to rush after meeting Joanna,which I don't wish to. I'm still not sure if I should got for the fityan girls day out.

Now I realise that I have actually nothing much in life. I try to soar above others, but I fail yet again. I try to sustain my own growth, but it does'nt makes sense. I feel that I have barely no one to turn to although I , actually have a lot of amazing friends which no one can ever imagine of. Sometimes I turn to myself, asking if friends were really necessary. Maybe it does.

Ironic isn't it. A lot of friends but no one to turn to. Ah, I'm on the edge of the world's highest mountain now. All I ever wanted now is to have someone to really turn to. I used to have a true amazing friend, but now, gone. Okay, so now, lets jump of the mountain. maybe not, cause luckily, I have..

Mariyah, don't worry, I'll attend your limelight concert at the esplanade. And I will make sure the other girls come too.! So maybe I must think twice before jumping off the mountain. Furthermore, it's someone's birthday!